Fuck! today has been a very interesting day! Alot of thinking has been going on....I guess more than usual. Im trying to better myself by doing things that I feel are right...trying to to overcome my personal demons, this task is not so...simple. I have one hurdle I cannot jump over. Alot of memories have been coming back to mind....mainly Christams past and things are going to be changing in the next year or so. My Mom is becoming reaquanted with my step-dad. I did forgive him but, I can't forget that day. And I doubt I ever will. So....I may have to find a rommate(whihc, I think I may have found quite a selective few....hahaha) Im trying to just take everything in as of now.....Letting everything that is getting to me pass overhead in hopes that it will all be over soon. I got another tattoo coming it's gonna be sick as shit! And I was asked to try out for a band in Georgia called"Blinded Nights Tragedy" not too sure if im gonna do it.....there shits not tuff, Im just wanting to not stray to far from home. And that really is all......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................